## My life thru the years ###

When I was younger , my Mother drank in bars and did not care about me . I would have to find ways of surviving the day like food and a place to stay at night . Like staying at a friends place which was hard due to I didn't have many friends . I never had the key to our house that we were living in . I went to school and come home and find out that I am locked out so I would have to find a place to go until my mother would come home . I don't know how I graduated from each school that I went to due to I was skipping out all the time but I did graduate . As I got older , I had boyfriends but they were not right for me due to one was a druggie , the other was an alcoholic . I had jobs but could not keep them due to it seems like it's hard for me . Well I had a friend from a job that we worked together tell me that she knew someone for me to meet . Well it turns out he was a great one for me . He helped me thru think and thin with things that my mother hid from me . Like my cousin who told me I had 3 sisters out there and gave me the names . Well I had someone help me find them on FB . I am now talking to them on FB . Also my Mother will not tell me who my real father is even though it says it on the birth certificate . I found out that he might not be the real father . That guy and the other one who I think might be , they are both gone . I still struggle with things from day to day and sometimes I have bad memories of when I was little or I have nightmares that wake me up in the middle of the night . I am happy to say the guy I met was the one due to we got married and is still happily married . With all this being said , does anyone else have a Life like I had ?